It's been a while since I've read a story that's made my heart pound and my palms sweat, forcing me to turn the page to find out what happens next, sometimes even tempting me to skip ahead to make sure that all ends well.... But this story is anything but a happy one. I think it's the darkest thing I've read all year. Dark in the way that it disturbs you. Dark in the way that you're not sure what to think about the characters or their dreams...whether you might prefer it if they die. Dark in the way that it keeps you up at night thinking about it.
Despite all the heart-pounding and page-turning and mind-commandeering, I'm not sure if I liked this book. The MC is a teenager and probably one of the most accurately portrayed teens ever. She made me remember why I hated being a teenager and why I hated other teenagers. She's self-absorbed. Foolish. Impulsive. Wishy-washy. Yes, she has her moments of sorrow and regret, but she doesn't LEARN from them. She still continues on her quest like she never felt those things at all. She never GROWS. Well, I guess she might when (spoiler alert) Travis dies and she finally decides that she would rather have him than her dream of going to the ocean. But too late. Pointless. And guess what? She still decides to go for the ocean (for him, she says...but she's not fooling me). She sacrifices EVERYONE for her dream to see the ocean, even though she has been told that it's just like the forest. Even though she's been told that there is nowhere free of the Unconsecrated (zombies). Towards the end of the story, I couldn't understand her motivations at all. She was like a zealot: full of passion and fire for her dream, but little else. I couldn't understand why two guys, both decent sorts, would love this stupid, petty girl. It made me want to kick all of them in the head.
But that's teenagers for you, I guess. Idiot ones.
Ms. Ryan can write an adrenaline-inducing scene like no one I've read, but sometimes I felt like she jumped from scene to scene with no logical transition, leaving me confused and annoyed. And her character arcs leave a lot to be desired. Probably the only person who grows in this story is Jed, and he gets killed for it. Since I read more for the characters than the story, I can't say that I liked this story. But I didn't NOT like it. It had many redeemable qualities, and Ms. Ryan certainly knows how to craft a page-turner. I just wish she could craft an MC I could cheer for. Apparently her other books in this series follow different girls, so I have hope.
Recommended: Yes, for the thrill junkies. No, for the character lovers (or yes if you like characters who annoy the heck out of you).
Rating (out of five stars): 3.75
Yes! This is EXACTLY how I felt about the book. I'm still not sure whether I did really like it or not. Like you said, there was a LOT to love, but the other things (like the MC being rather pig-headed) was enough to taint my overall impression.
ReplyDeleteWell, at least it was extremely realistic.
Thanks for the warning. I just had to quit a book half way through for this very same reason -- didn't like the MC.
ReplyDeleteI found your blog via a comment you left on Kiersten White's site - this review is actually exactly how I felt about this book too. The good news is that I think the main character of the second book (Gabry, Mary's daughter) is far more compelling as a character, if you feel inclined to keep going with the series.
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